January 1, 2008 Welcome, 2008!
Last evening, shared the supper with my
beauty, went back home, took the last masturbation of 2007, I
am welcoming 
Year
2008 in bed with Fassbinder's Berlin Alexanderplatz (1980),
PART VIII: THE SUN WARMS THE SKIN, BUT BURNS IT SOMETIMES TOO.
The title impressed me, I think it's a metaphor, the sun here
can refere to the dreams or the hope, they warm our lives but
burn them sometimes too. 2007 is as usual for me, maybe a little
harder, I get used to it. I'm always living the life as I want,
so I'm always paying the price for it, the world is quite fair.
I can stand that, so I feel no regret about my life. Whatever
happens, I will keep the smile. Smile, smile, and smile... till
I say farewell to all the people I love.
As the reserved programme, I call my parents
to send the new year wishes, we Chinese put more attention to
the Spring Festival, New Year's Day is not so special, maybe a
chance for the greeting, so we talk in a comfortable way, not
so sentimental. It's hard to describe my life to my parents, though
I care little about what the others think about me, they're my
parents after all, how I wish I could share my life with them.
It's not easy, I tell them I miss them and want to live with them
forever. Poor boy, isn't it?
My boss talked to me last week twice with
honesty & euphemism for long time (actually, I'll appreciate him
more if he can tell me more directly). He said I do a perfect
job individually but too unique & characteristic in the whole
team, I must change my characteristics & personality or I'll be
unfit for my position, he also suggest I change another way of
the cooperation. My boss also told us, our NGO is being enterprise-lized
in the management, in this procedure the throes are unavoidable,
we must hold on. Partly, I agree with him. After that, my friend
said I should find the reason from myself if I am always facing
such problems. To be, or not to be, that is the question.
The upper-apartment's owner is decorating
his apartment only in today, I can't rest well for the big noise.
I don't understand why he does this in New Year's Day, maybe he
wants a new beginning, so do I.
2008 is coming...
December 23, 2007 Transformation
SHUANG! (refreshing?) Back from Fragrant
Hils this morning, I feel Shuang. In this sunny cold windy Winter
day, walking in the mountains with my short pants is so Shuang,
so Shuang that I throw away the troubles, so Shuang that I feel
rebirth again. At the door of the new year, I feel good, actually
there is not so many happy things for me in 2007, the reason is
I have a peaceful heart and the tolerant attitude now. I think
maybe this means, this time, I'm the elder.
In the busy days, I care little about
this website, this place is getting more and more tasteless, so
I gonna to make a little change, to put more entertainment things
here. After all, this's a gay web, such contents with art, fashion,
male nudity, and homoeroticism are always welcome. Ok, here is
the transformation:
December 6, 2007 Schedule of
Queer Film Forum - BiFF
I attended a queer film forum recently,
we can treat this Queer Film Forum as 3rd Beijing Gay & Lesbian
Film Festival -- with more queer elements than before. It's organised
by Cui Zi'en, Fan Popo, Zhu Rikun... and lots of other kind people,
thank you all for the interesting & meaningful works. I paste
the schedule here, it reflects the conditions of China queer indenpent
film & video to some extent.
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Schedule of
Queer Film Forum - BiFF
December 2, Sunday
19:00~19:30 open ceremony
19:30~22:00
Mei Mei, Gao Tian 82 mins(Q&A)
Spring of Yangchun, Yang Pingdao 18 mins(Q&A)
You and Me, Siqi 23 mins(Q&A)
Beautiful Lover, Liu Qibin 8 mins(Q&A)
December 3, Monday
9:00~9:50 Women Fifty Minutes, Shitou 54 mins
10:00~12:00 Carmen, Zhang Di 104 mins
13:00~13:30 The Man on the Ridge, Zhang Lei 22 mins
13:30~15:30 Lost in You, Zhu Yiye 82min(Q&A)
15:40~18:00 Tangtang, Zhang Hanzi 90 mins(Q&A)
19:00~21:00 Summer Solstice, Li Ruijun 105 mins(Q&A)
21:00~22:30 Shasha, Liu Bo 98 mins
December 4, Tuesdays
9:00~12:00
Portmanteau, Cui Lin 15 mins(Q&A)
True or Dare, Chen Shuangqing 18 mins(Q&A)
From Chryaslis to Butterfly, Wang Yiren 110 mins
A Wife Finding, Zhou Yaowu 30 mins(Q&A)
13:00~15:00
Song of Spring, Meng Nuo 17 mins(Q&A)
My fair son, Cui Zi'en 90 mins(Q&A)
15:00~18:00 Discussion
19:00 close ceremony
19:30~22:00
Best Wishes, My Dearest, Chopstick Brothers 6 mins
Welcome to Destination Shanghai, Andrew Cheng 89 mins(Q&A)
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